yea so im home, i didnt go to school today-i hate it... im doing okay i guess but like i dont have any of my close friends in my classes, lindsey is in 3 of them but like we get in so much trouble if we even say a word to eachother... its fucked up... so in total i have missed 6 days of school so far... can you tell i hate it?... cuz oh right, i havent been sick any of those times. i hate peopel like the seniors- they think there so fucking cool.. like this one kid.. i hapen to see him a lot, hes always with his friends and whenever i walk pass he goes "DIKE...I MEAN! HI!" and shit like that.. its so.. hmm NOT FUNNY??? well anywho... i went over brits house on saterday.. hehe, it was fun.. we made a double sided pipe so we took double-hits.. it was fucking awesome.. we had like 5 or 6 grams but i wanted MY weed so i made lindsey come over and bring it lol... but ya.. OH YEA so yesterday i was like fighting with andrew garfinkle because he thought i stole his agenda book? lol? but realy it was lindz.. and he was like talking to a teacher and i am like "SHUIT THE FUCK UP.. NO ONE IS LISTENING TO YOU ANDREW".. and he went over to me and was like "hey stephanie, are you gunna cut urself tonight agauin??... ya know CUT and CHILL/??" im like YOU STUPID FUCK... FUCK YOU." and i threw a pen at him.. and walked outta the room.. it was the most fucked up thning anyone has ever said to me. W/e... but yea i am gunna go.. ill write back soon.. peace

mood-  raarr tierd!

music- sublime, smoke two joints

so ya, i got home like an hour ago. school is so frustraiting. it really sux wen like only 5 other people are in your class.. and they are the same people every class.. its like i havent met hardly anyone this year from a diff school.. but it also sux when you feel like some of the people in your class hate you. idk dave is cool, omri- bla w/e, lindz is cool, justin is cool, charlie is ummm realyy quiet mann.. and sam kats, i dont thikn she likes me lol, w/e but yaa  umm it was really sad, the other day charlie got up to present this project in social studies.. and he just like stopped and he wasnt talking and he started to cry.. i was like "woa.." like i couldnt even say anything, i just couldnt understand that one kid could be so shy infront of like 4 other peopel that he has known for a while.. yea. well hes alright now.. so they switched me outta my math class cuz i am a moron.. and even a spechial ed class is to hard for me so they switched me into an easier. i guess its better, i goof off more but the teacher is such a bitch.. well accually theres two.. and i can tell they hate eachother. its so funny watching them secretly not get along lol.. but like honetsly they hate me so much.. w.e fuck them.. they can suck my non-exsistant cockerdoodal-dandy. anywayser.. my sleepover for my party is comming.. one month till my bday.. wow im excited. i asked for a laptop but.. umm i kinda forgot im poor? oh ok.. lol, but no i might get it.. i hope i do.. idk what i am doing the accually day of my bday but hopefully something eventfull.. the night befor is gunna be fun fun fun.. some of the girls that i invited i havent hung out with like in whoa... like lily, lizzy, allison, halley. marisa... like umm i love them?!?! lol so anywho YAYAA i made up with eric.. we figured out we were being morons and we didnt really remeber what we were fighting about lol? so.. ya im happy.. idk if i will go back to cap.. but ill see.. im gunnaa go take a nap write back soon..peace, love and happiness

mood- nice

music- Nirvana, rape me

k well today is sunday.. tomrw i have off which is a releaf... im trying to find plans for tonight.. this has been a bla weekend.. friday i went to Target with my grandma and ma.. i got 4 cds. Nirvana, AFI, all american rejects<3, and sublime, well.,... is most of you know my grandma likes to keep her "hip" style.. well we were in the adult section and she sayd "I DONT LIKE THIS STUFF... I DONT LIKE DRESSING LIKE AN OLD FOGY.." mean while.. the people surrounding us were in the middle of admiring this so called "fogy" clothing. so i was like "grandma.. this is the adult section." and she goes "well i like to dress youthful." so getting mad i take her to the teen section knowing that she would say no 2 that shit to but just to make her stfu. so we go and she looks around and while I am looking at the clothing she says "i want YOUTHFUL" so i take her to the baby sec. and i scream in italian "IS THIS FUKIN YOUTHFUL ENUFF FOR YOU!?" UGH W/E.. .lindz came over that night and watched Chacago.. (i think i spelled that wrong but w/e lol ) she went home at like 2 in the morning by cab.. then on saterday char came over and we chilled and we went to the mall, then we went home. and we relaxed and blasted sublime.. it was awesome.. then her parents came over and we all ate dinner.. it was nice.. then we watched disny chanell and went to bed, she went home in the morning and i have basicly been sleeping and lounging the whole day.. i have been talking to maris for awile.. i like talking to her.. she seems to understand me and she is easy to tsalk to I SERIOUSLY LovE her... she makes me smile i wanna chill with her tonight.. but she has to see.. brit went to LV... i hope shes having fun.. i imss her but i just hope she is not goin crazy with out me  haha.. BUT.. i am gunan go...  peaaace

mood-  poo...

music- jimmy eat world- tainted reflex

soo yea.. umm i just got back from school... and pretty soon i have to head off to therapy.. i seriously hate being a phyco.. lol.. but ya. w/e. anthony is really cool.. he gave me one of his old CD players- i thought that was great.. OH ummm HI! my bday is sooooon its on november 16... (coughcough PRESENTS NEEDED cough cough) so what i think i am doing is having soem girls over the night be4 to sleep like 7 or 8 girls.. i think this will be the list if everyoine can come

me,diana,brit,lindz,emiiiiilia,halley,marisa,and steph...

yea.. im overly excited...  i wish like some of my close boys could sleep over... parents suck...they like think a guy will like fuck me in the butt when im sleeping lol.. woo i am kinda tierd, kinda hungry, kinda grouchy, kinda hyper... very BLA day... well i shall write back soon... ps if you have like a little quiz or fill out thingy- send it to me?.. rizwonwent2aprty.. peeeaaacccee«